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Sunday, March 27th, 2005
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12:51 am - its a dreary monday morning.
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So many words and the inability to write what I want down bothers me. I've been checking sites for the lowest fares to europe and so far I have found a few all around the countries i care to travel to..honestly they aren't that bad but I think I should hold out a week or two longer and see what I can come upon. Either way, I should be buying a ticket within the next month considering the fact its been extremeley hectic at work and I drink cheap wine all the time now. I sent out a message to Franz in Switzerland and Danny in Scotland..in between, many more faces to meet and feel with.
I still can't believe it will have been a year early april that I have been living at home. Somehow, I have lost much more then I have gained physically but devoloped much more matter within this mind I could have imagined. Lately, I am aloof but for the right reasons, venturing and appreciating all outdoor activity and cherishing the conversations snuck in between sips. Ben came home on thursday and we are spending our afternoon together tomorrow. Ross called and mentioned something about a hike up in malibu passing waterfalls.. bada bing bada boom. I'm game. Spontaneity is prevalent again even though quiet nights are never far behind. The woman of a thousand years has really come alive recently and I'm more in touch with what matters and who does.
The pile of italian homework isn't appealing yet this new burts bee's organic foot treatment is so squishy between my toes, I could just about do anything.
current music: Mainline
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| Friday, January 7th, 2005
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6:45 pm
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The final frontier was in view four and a half years ago. The terrain unknown but doom did not burden the treck. Today, I acknowledge the mishaps, the raillery that has been to the terrains benefit, the gossip amongst its travelers and whispering reeds, rattlesnake tunnels under rocks which pocket brilliant knowledge and the adventure of this frontier. Many travelers along the way who make their living by its path and others who use it to obtain a greater stake.
I never would have expected I could meet so many people through the internet, especially soul mates. Here, one will venture into Oregon's wilderness and we shall keep in touch the way old fashion lovers would. I'm still breathless.
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| Thursday, October 7th, 2004
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5:03 pm
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Busy basically. Absconding from anything related to the internet for the most part of my days. I'm working on my first lamp right now.. xox!
The main reason I bothered to post was a similiarity in political figures and the languages I have studied/possibly might.
Hitler
Mussolini
Stalin
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| Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
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2:04 am
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Miss Mitra,
I have begun planning a provocatively playtime in the gay city up north. I would send you a message via myspace but it has failed me once again and your email escaped with my one and only signed work by aubrey beardsley. Fancy hotels, Victorian design exhibitions, art exhibits, picnics in parks, cute restaurants for us to dine at,no driving= bottles galor!,relief from LA = la not L.A., goth clubs( bat stomping ),Cave look alikes for both of us ( ok for me ), much more elaboration later..
you must attend.... Can you get off work?
Either the 14-17th or 18th
or
Following weekend..
Since I have clearly lost all driving privileges by this time, I might fly up or convince others to drive..Please come.
Sincerely,
phaedra
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| Sunday, September 5th, 2004
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2:37 am - Thank gutt for trivial facts..anyone care for a game of scattergories?
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The song that Milla Jovovich plinks on her guitar whilst gazing at the stars is an excerpt from The Alien Song, a song from Milla's 1994 album, The Divine Comedy.
Matthew McConaughey's production company's name, JKL Productions, comes from Wooderson's life credo: Just Keep Livin'!
Director Trademark: [Richard Linklater] Pinball.
Reportedly one-sixth of the film's budget was spent on acquiring the rights to 1970s pop hits on the soundtrack.
Pink's belt buckle is really a pipe; this is evident when Wooderson and Dawson are talking about the freshman girls in front of the Emporium.
While filming in Texas, Milla Jovovich (Michelle) and Shawn Andrews (Kevin Pickford) eloped to Las Vegas and got married. However, Jovovich was only 16/17 at the time and her mother had the marriage annulled.
The Word "Man" is said 185 times total in the movie.
The beer drunk by most of the cast (excluding minors) was actually real beer. Jason London, however, refused to drink the beer and was trying to stop smoking as well.
All the wooden paddles were custom designed by the stars themselves. Check for one that says "17 yrs", noticing the year difference between the movie and the plot setting.
Adam Goldberg, in a 2003 Texas Monthly feature recapping the movie, said that the fight scene between his and Nicky Katt's character was what specifically led him to want the role.
Rory Cochrane, who played Slater in the movie, actually wore a long-hair wig in the film. He said that he'd never had long hair before and that, despite the "cosmopolitan" atmosphere of Austin, Texas, he still got a lot of strange looks from people outside the set.
Renée Zellweger can be seen in the opening credits when the girls are in the parking lot transferring their hazing props from one vehicle to another. She's the girl sitting on the second truck smoking a cigarette. She can also be seen several times when the senior girls are hazing the freshman girls; once pulling flour out of the grocery sack, then pouring ketchup on the freshmen girls, when loading the girls back on the trucks, and also in the cab of the first truck to exit the car wash. Renee is also seen at the moontower holding the beer bong for Parker Posey's character.
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2:31 am - UPDATE.
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I'm a REDHEAD.
Now, I can take myself seriously when I quote Dazed and Confused. David Wooderson, I love you.
" Love those redheads ".
Most of the males I encounter these days seem to have that smooth talking ability but don't posess the finess he had.
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| Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
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3:36 pm
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UPDATE:
No more black as of Thursday. Tom and I are going to dramatically change my appearance....legnth and color. I already bit off all my nails.
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| Thursday, August 26th, 2004
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12:44 am
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12:31 am
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I am on the move for expanding my mind and sights painters, anything belonging to the avant garde or in general, astounding and beautiful..Perhaps a few suggestions?
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| Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
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4:38 pm
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First- German is going to be extremeley difficult but I already excell in my pronounciation which is to my advantage.
Second- Why do I have to be so damn emotional sometimes? I really over analyze people to much sometimes, relationships, friendships and it does nothing but depress me. Since I have been home, I have felt uneasy.
Third- Definite plan. Next semester, I am checking to see if they have study abroad for german, if not I am going to move there when I finish school. And, I am going to go to europe for new years. I have had some pretty awesome hoorahs the past 3 years but this needs to change.
So, if I must do it on my own, I decided, I will. I enjoy solitude to much these days, maybe thats why I have some slivers of depression pulling at my skirt like a child.
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| Monday, August 23rd, 2004
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10:26 am - Boring, I'll fix it later
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I'm already having nightmares about starting school on Tuesday, isn't that pathetic? Or, it could be the nightmares I have being back in California. Either way, I already miss new york and all of its little lower east side treasures and williamsburg treasures. I decided now that I am back in suburb hell, I will not party and focus on my studies and become serious on all of the lamps I want to make.
Flying on no sleep and on major substances is a major no no...
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| Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
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5:20 pm - bang Bang baby, your're dead
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On another note, I have a whole $2 till 3:45 am tomorrow. I have to take the train tno JFK, scary by myself with my luggage. I guess I am going to be polishing off the rest of my beer to keep me full till then. Or, Im going to be begging for change in the park tomorrow..or even better, I could hang out with Paul..
humour for heather and alyssa.
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5:01 pm
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What I hate is the most is that I am sitting here, debating whether or not my trip has been great or not. Its sad to say the least because I didn't have expectations for anything, I just didn't want to end up feeling guilty for the lack of chemistry. I keep telling myself to be much more of a selfish woman when it comes to the opposite sex and when its here, I almost feel guilty for asking and getting what I want. Is my mind that off the wall?
All I wanted was to enjoy the city, breathe in inspiration, take the days for what they are, spend time with the girls I love and have a good time with Paul. Unfortunately, it hasn't turned out this way. My friends want to kill him and have every right too for if it wasn't for my guilty mind reminding me that he did buy my damn ticket, I would have socked him in the mouth on friday. How annoyihng can one person possibly be? I wasn't prepared for this and now, my trip is turned around.
Hey, I still love new york..
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| Friday, August 6th, 2004
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11:15 am
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Is it really that tongue ejecting that I want to go to a house club and hear super cheesy european pop?
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10:34 am
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On Thursday night, I taught myself how to read palms. I find it beneficial knowledge to have and a great way to start conversations. I have acquired all of the strangest little hobbies lately but they all seem to fit me so no need for second thoughts. I have mentioned to a few people that my 6th sense depth has increased and my intuition is impeccable. Its almost startling how exact I have been on upcoming events, old friends and quick actions. Most of what I experience seems to be in the subconcious which scares me even more when all is revealed.
I've been making a few phone calls and sending out some propoganda emails for the sole purpose of "Causing Trouble."What else am I good at? Ashley mentioned catastrophe following me closely, I admit I have a tendency to let the misfortunate invade me at TIMES but I'm not catastrophic am I?
The Low Flying Owls are playing at Piano's next Thursday, August 12. I chuckled when Jared told me they were going to be in Nyc the same time I was. More company and one more Mike. he he he he. I'm looking forward to roaming the streets, from East Till Harlem, To Brooklyn to the Bronx. Yes, I really am going to head to the B and the H. I remember the last time Alyssa and Michelle found out I was in Harlem with Dustin and they screamed at me to get back to the Hole. I've been looking at exhibits to attend, shows, plays and everything in between.
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| Monday, July 26th, 2004
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7:43 pm
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Today was rather warm but incredibly beautiful. The busy streets were almost out of Tokyo and my cd's scored the shor film for today. I'm wildly excited with the new thoughts for action in photography. Everything around me becomes vibrant, words flash to and fro in front of these peepholes and when I do strike a chord, the sound echoes and results in magnificence. Now, I just need a photographer to collaberate with me on this or, just a camera.
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| Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
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8:17 pm
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| Sunday, July 18th, 2004
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12:10 pm - These Immortal Souls
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I seem to be finding my mind unbearable when I'm in solitude, creating another stench in the air with uncertainty. Ive begun a new style of prose of compiled thoughts to attempt to gather what my mind holds in and my mouth can't seem to formulate. My drove home last night felt very uneasy and when I came home, I wasn't able to rest until I had forced my lathargic hands to create the most miniscule product of my knowledge.
Presentation, Stregnth, Growth are all battle with each other. I can't take compliments well from anyone but friends anymore, I could careless for them but the matter is I think about the origin and intention of them too analytically. On a jollier note...
This week begins the hunt for a new venue to hold the night I have spoken of for quite sometime. Lindsey and I discussed our records this past week and utter boredom for repetition so we will create something new. I hope Mitra is prepared for this, after all, It will be in Korea Town. Progression into our night, here we come.
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12:07 pm - Poised, Posed, Ludic
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| Monday, July 5th, 2004
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10:55 pm - The weather underound.
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I just returned home from a long dragging and weary day at my temporary work. Perhaps if I would stop coming home from La around 5 am these days, I would feel a little more refreshed.
The best days of my years seem to fall on the 4th of July, a day I disregard as America's independence. More like another night of everlasting wanton lust and intoxication. I can't believe I ate what I ate last night and encountered what I did. Its almost ironic, I'm either in New York for the 4th or as of this year, meet someone from there and recollect on new york. Headed to the standard after work, in a rush, and working my day up to the top. These days, my intuition is visual before I can even address it. Met up with Mitra and Kristi, who is quite the vibrant one, up on the rooftop and basically spied on everyone. Then, like usual intuition and my non chalent comments come into action. I mentioned that was my " boyfriend" as he walked up and ended up spending the rest of the evening with him. Almost like I did with Mike the past two Mondays. I never feel this devious or show it and its as apparent as my huge brown eyes these days.
Anyhow, we hung out with Lcd soundsystem for a while, partied, and then PARTIED in another room. Marcus informed me I have a place to stay when i head to Ireland which is fantastic, seeing I might be in europe in september. Too many details for too many people I hardly talk to on here. BUT you can call and you will find out.
This weekend was truly fulfilling. Chelsea and I are back on our old terms and I love knowing there are those amazing few females out there that you would die for and live to know. On friday night we were at the fuck yeah festical drinking in my car and I honestly, didn't give two shits about the rest of the world. I didn't want to get out because its amazing when you can talk about everything in the world with your lady. Renee, Chelsea and I spent saturday evening together and again, I cherished every second. especially when I played harmonica and renee played guitar and we " jammed" and played beatles songs. Beautiful.
Too exhausted, might reformate later.
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